Ur Daily Dosage

The Poor House......so to speak.

2010-09-24T17:52:00.000-07:00

If you're a college student, a dreamer, or a self proclaim entrepreneur then you have ran into this incident. The incident I speak of is the drought of rotating cash flow, not just any old couple of dollars but serious, manipulative cash. You know, pay your bills balances off, put something in your savings, buy extra groceries that you'll end up throwing in the garbage because the fruits you really wanted went bad, get your hair-nails-feet did, $300 vanished on whatever but its alright because you have $2G's left in your checking account and you get paid next Friday...etc.

When the situation that we NEVER see coming arises that makes you realize the incoming flow of funds has begun to dwindle THEN you begin to pay extra care to the $2G's you have left. Careful as you had been that has decrease to a bare double digits, that's when the panic sets it.
What do you? Crying won't work because honestly you knew this was a reality and it always seem to happen when you're making the most progress. Do you borrow from friends or family? No because you don't want to deal with the 'what happen?' 'Weren't you just in the mall last week?' 'What did you with the money you had?' I spent it fool, obviously!!!! In this time of need, the best you can do is reflect on what's ahead and not what you have left in the past nor the present situation at hand because when you know you've been cut from that tailored cloth of success, you know these times are not permanent they are just here to humble your ass because you might have been getting a bit out of hand....YES stop think about!.....you thought you had it made and needed a reality check.

We haven't reached our intended destination ladies and gents, not at all because when we get there it won't be a temporary fix or surges of funds, happiness, or well being because minus the funds we got everything else and once we learn how to accept that gracefully the dough gon be FLOWING like pee out a Russian race horse.

A Depressed Iron Man

2010-08-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

Whoever said it isn't possible for children to get depressed are wrong. My toddler has been without his older brother for 2 months and doesn't smile. He's begun to demonstrate behavioral problems. He is lost because his idol has left him, even though Asraeli said goodbye he is suffering from abandonment and separation anxiety. In these moments are when a parent feels helpless and the best you could is distract and spend extra time with them so they don't feel lonely. Asraeli comes back in 2 weeks and hopefully so will my babys' smile.

Tales of a Childless Summer

2010-08-14T12:11:00.000-07:00

My little snookums(the one on the left) is on holiday with my mum and I miss him. He'll be back in 2 weeks but this is the first time that I've been away from him since he's been born. He's turning 7 on Wednesday and he's not going to see my face when I woke up.

Measuring Standards

2010-07-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

Often we compare our worth to that of others, our material possessions to that of our friends or family, and our life paths to those around us. The only thing that all these comparisons leads to is jealousy, resentment, regrets and sorrows. We each chose paths for our own reasons and must live with the choices however distasteful they may be. There are mothers that wonder what would their life be without their children, single women that wonder if 'he would've married them instead of the woman he met after her', and men that wonder 'what if I never had gotten her pregnant?'. While a single thought may be innocent enough, there's people who dwell on these thoughts and let it affect them. These thoughts breed jealousy and hate among friends and family because some people don't know how to accept what they have and be satisfied. If you cannot shop at the same stores as another because you didn't go to school long enough to bring in a decent paycheck, hating on someone who can is not going to elevate your situation. In fact it makes it worst because instead of concentrating on a way to get yourself to a better position, you're giving too much of your attention to an unnecessary foci. While there may be things you cannot take back like children, it is always possible to go back to school and get a degree especially when you run into your old friend and she tells you she finished college on time, she has a good job, she gets to do activities that you don't think of on daily basis, you inspect her clothing, they're better than yours, she invites you out but you decline because you don't have a babysitter or because your funds are low, and a feeling of discontent begins to rise, talk it down. That is NOT YOUR LIFE its hers and while she may seem happy on the surface behind every close door there's grief. Find contentment in your life because it's the only one you're living and whatever you don't like you can change, that is your responsibility to yourself.

My Short Attention Span

2010-06-24T16:20:00.000-07:00

Like most things in my life if it's not about money, getting money, or making money I don't pay it much attention hence my lack of attention concerning this outlet of mines.*rolls eyes, giggles* I like my money and buying nice new things to fill my vast closet with my crisp fifties or swiping my debit card *APPROVED: Shouts for joy!*. I'm very neglectful of all things that don't involve my paper, I will ignore my friends, cut off my associates and in my not so proud moments deprive my kids of quality time with their mother. Like my mother I feel chasing the almighty dollar would benefit me more in the end. I know the repercussions of her actions first hand, that's why when I'm about to drown myself in work, I'll fall back and let myself float to the top for a fresh breath of reality. However to each its own.

Are The Men We Chase Worth Having?

2010-04-06T10:59:00.000-07:00

There are some women who are still caught up in the fairytale world of Disney, that if we are really good girls Prince Charming will eventually find us and we will live happily ever after. Unfortunately that is not the reality, we are force to push forward and conduct a search and rescue party in an attempt to find our man. That's when we say all that "Where my girls at?" "Bitches over Bros" and ladies night is every night. But no matter how much of a "player" we claim we are, there is always that part of us that wants to let go and let someone else be in charge because our nature tells us so.

So while you may be juggling between the sexy guy you met at the club that you haven't let hit it because you don't want him to think you're a hoe, your co-worker you're "talking to" because he's nice and the guy that's boosting your ego, you're not interested but he makes you feel good so you keep him around, how do you decide who's worth it?
The guy you met at the club already thinks you're a hoe. Why because you're single and desperate in his eyes, why would you be in the club grinding your ass to produce hard dicks if you don't want to fuck? You wouldn't want a strange man grinding his dick on you on the train or public bus, so why would you let a strange man in the club do unless you want some. So if you sleep with him don't expect a long term relationship take it for what it is, a glorified booty call that may run into a couple weeks, months at best. No matter what he says, if you choose to catch feelings for this man in hopes of something serious its no ones fault but your own to be so naive.

You may feel that your co-worker would be the best choice because you know him, you feel safe around him and that's how sheep gets lured into wolves mouth. When you get involve with men with whom you've shared previous experience however nonsexual, it lures you into a false sense of security. You trust him, because you cease to view him as from Mars, he's no longer a foreigner yet but has being given exemption visa status to Venus with dual citizenship. You tend to get hurt in these relationships because you never see the bullshit coming, he will use all the information you have unwilling volunteered against you.(this is why men and women can be friends) You will be crushed and destroyed before you ever see it coming, because while you're giving him the benefit of the doubt of being your "friend" and while you think the same courtesy is being extended towards you, you are being completely taken advantage of and for granted.

So your best choice would be..... not the pushover either, women need to learn to fall in love with themselves and take casual sex for what it is, a spectacular feat of bedroom skills a Clash of the Titans(especially if he's well endowed, don't be afraid to get up and leave if he isn't). We need to enjoy single life and take things slow. Cinderella and Snow White only married the Princes because they were tired of cleaning up after other people.

Tiger Wood Apologizes- Are we still on this?

2010-02-19T12:18:00.000-08:00

You can watch the sob fest here. Who cares can we move on already? I don't care how many hoes you smashed as long as it's not forced down my throat.

Why Did I Get Married 2

2010-01-31T10:34:00.000-08:00

I am definitely going to see this movie. Is it me but isn't the only time Janet Jackson speaks above a whisper is when she's acting.

Really!? Is this it, is this what I'm living for?

2010-01-29T14:26:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I wonder why not just jump off a bridge, seems like fun or at least a nice adrenaline rush. No!.... I'm not suicidal just another angry black women that could outline my life plan for the next ten years of my life but couldn't for the life of me give you ONE reason why I'm angry. Maybe its because there are many. I'm easily angered, guess I'm due for another anger management class, huh? Aggravated,annoyed, pissed off! It's just idiot people we have to coexist in the world with, I honestly feel I'm meant to be alone. Any time that I give anyone the opportunity to impress me by fulfilling a task, I end up disappointed. All that bullshit of "have a little faith" is ridiculous. Be selfish, arrogant, an asshole if you will. Get everything you need by yourself, so that when all the other ants around you fall short, you'll stand tall like the GOD that you are.

Alicia and Swizz-Mr. and Mrs

2010-01-27T12:19:00.000-08:00

So supposedly these two are getting hitch. Well I don't really care but what I do care is how everyone are calling Alicia Keys a home wrecker and that its a shame because Swizz is still married. If they are engaged didn't that mean he asked her, and she chose to say yes? I love how in a situation where there's a hint of infidelity automatically its the woman that is wrong for being with the man, not him for pursuing her. I guess she's the only adult in the situation and she should have told Swizz "no, go back to your wife even though your relationship is over and you're clearly unhappy". Some women just don't know when to let go, we hold on to dead end relationships just so we can say we're in one.Men don't.That's why he could move on and Mashonda was fighting to hold on.Honestly what was she going to accomplish with those twitter messages, would it have made a difference if he waited for the divorce to finalize before he and Alicia started to date?

Same Ol' Ol'

2010-01-25T17:27:00.000-08:00

I usually get my posts from tidbits of my favorite blog sites or random occurrences that I find interesting. Lately I haven't been able to do that because I've been on that paper trail. Today on necolebitchie site she had a post from Misa Hylton-Brim(Diddy's first childs mother) about how she interrelates with the other two(Sarah and Kim Porter). I love how she was so mature about the whole situation, wish more women would take a page out of her book.Here's the link.

Lying Aids B*tch

2010-01-15T16:20:00.000-08:00

Who in their right mind lies about having Aids? This bitch! This Detroit woman was bored and her porn site wasn't taking off fast enough so she said "hey I'm going to scare the shit out these dumb niggas and they gonna come try to find me on my porn site". Now who's d*ck can get hard knowing that the person you're fantasizing about has an STD I don't know but at least she made enough ruckus to increase concern where a spotlight should be shone.

Please Unblock My Ass!

2010-01-10T16:46:00.000-08:00

During the late 2009 I discovered the phenomena of blog sites. They were very entertaining I found especially necolebitchie.com and the more I followed I realized there were others, including mediatakeout.com and missjia.com. They feel more like girlfriends that has all the juicy gossip than strangers. In fact they personalize the information we receive blindly most likely. Upon commencing my daily rounds through these sites I discover that I was banned from my growing favorite. It made me chuckle because I recalled a video spoof called "Please Unblock My Ass" and it made me LOL because that's they way I feel.
Cmon MissJia what do you say?

Happy New Years! and It's Going To Be Happy.

2010-01-01T08:20:00.001-08:00

Every day I try to work on opening my heart,and this song reflects how I feel.It's not that I don't have love but it demands a lot from my friends and family to bring it out, more than what most people have to offer.So take me as I am or kick rocks with flip flops bitches!

Where is ACS when you need it?

2009-12-27T19:59:00.001-08:00

Ah yes just when we think we're getting a foot in the world somebody has to prove us wrong. Well maybe the guy that held Janet breast started off like this, you never know.
"About to make me curse on a SUNDAY!! UNDER THE TWITTJAIL!!! on Twitpic">

Fight on NYC Subway,Woman gets knocked out

2009-12-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

I'm most upset that the woman trying to stop it gets knocked out. See that's why I just stand back and let it happen.

Courtesy of WSHH

Rihanna-Live

2009-12-24T12:32:00.000-08:00

Now I like Rihanna but I always thought that she couldn't sing live but I was wrong.Hmmn maybe she's more comfortable with her own people.Here's her performing in Barbados.

T.I Home for the Holidays

2009-12-22T18:51:00.000-08:00

Now if you live in any hood USA there will be haters out there that are mad because this man beat the system and are calling him a snitch but I beg to differ. This man had enough money to pay his lawyers you haters, stop being mad cuz your broke ghetto asses are too busy chasing drawers to prepare a safety net for when shit hits the fan. What?!? I guess you mad at OJ too, huh? Busters! Merry Christmas T.I, get back in the studio and give me 2010's anthem, Jeezy's slippin.

Thanks www.mediatakeout.com for the photo,good lookin out.

The Price of Fame

2009-12-21T14:35:00.001-08:00

I remember when I first saw Nicki Minaj on MySpace and wondered "who the f*ck is this bitch?", after watching her countless OntheComeUp Dvd's I became a fan. At the time she was not mainstream, no one paid attention to what she wore, where she went or what she looked like. NOW......everyone and their mama is trying to nitpick at every facet of her personality, really is that worth the price of fame?

Robin Thicke and Nicki Minaj does 106 and Park

2009-12-15T16:39:00.000-08:00

Terrence face when he got an up close view of that ass, priceless. Whoever played Mattel and dressed the barbie, yess! good job because that hot mess of an outfit she had on last time was *barf*. Nicki you need a real b*tch around who 'gon tell you like it is, and is not going to be a yes man. Gimme a call.

Keeping Up w. Baby Kardashian

2009-12-15T14:33:00.001-08:00

Kourtney Kardashian and Scott Diseck welcomed their new baby named Mason Dash Disek yesterday(Was I the only only one who got the "Dash" reference?:). Well I'm glad to see that haven't babies out of wedlock, especially by men we shouldn't is not prevalent to African American women like Amerikkkan society likes to stereotype. Bravo! Still I think it was a dumb as shit move to have a baby by a man you know is capable of doing wrong and has on repeated occasion. You have your own tv show, your own store, things going for you, this was the last thing really that should have been on your mind especially when the person who is the father has commitment issues *raises an eyebrow*, I would've went to the chop shop ASAP and I'm pro-life(kinda). Well Congrats all because I know ain't nothing coming out of these hips ever again.

Brought a Smile to My Face Courtesy of Sofurious.com

2009-12-14T19:45:00.000-08:00

The Autobiography of Malcolm X-In Death He Inspires

2009-12-13T16:45:00.000-08:00

I first encountered this work when I was 16 years old, a high school junior, expecting my first child, lost and confused in my thoughts for what laid ahead. I didn't know in what position I stood in this world, what my purpose was and what was to become of me seeing that I had no direction or inspirational support from anyone. The books I sought counsel in were my friends more helpful than that of my other teenage peers whose eyes didn't possess any more experience than what I had.
Malcolm first made me feel as if I belonged, I was first and foremost a human being therefore I was never alone as long as this planet was populated. I was a beautiful black woman despite contradictions I would hear regarding my light skin. I was capable of intelligence and the more education I acquired the more powerful I would become as an asset to the black population. The second time around I am more impress by the magnitude of his words and views effect on my life even in death. The Autobiography of Malcolm X should be a must read for young adults transitioning into adulthood questioning their stations. He help cleared the fog in my field of vision that was necessary so I could become a responsible adult.

Fall 2009 Final Exams

2009-12-13T10:28:00.000-08:00

Are you a college student preparing for finals in the upcoming weeks? Don't be stressed it's almost over before you know it will be Spring Break and hopefully you've stacked your money up so you can be in a tropical region (I know I have Punta Cana 2010 Bitches!) . My high school counselor once said to me, "the harder you work now the easier life will be later on", that statement has been proven right over and over, Now we don't want to look back on our lives when we ran into old friends who did what they had to do and realize shit! THAT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME.Good luck addicts and god speed!

Teairra Mari Celebrates a Birthday

2009-12-13T08:40:00.000-08:00

For the life of me I don't know what it is about her face that makes me cringe. At time she has her moments for that fleeting second where I say "Oh she's cute" but this is not one of them. Maybe it's that model face she is attempting make, maybe it's the fact she has a white face on the shirt while she looks pale her damn self, whatever is I'm not feeling it.........I got it! She looks like a made up Cabbage Patch doll with that round flat face.

Monique is Two Faced

2009-12-13T08:28:00.000-08:00

I love the concept of her photo shoot, that while you're smiling on the outside, you're crying on the inside. I wonder does Derek Blanks give them the idea or do the models come up with it themselves.

Nicki Minaj corner stone of Young Money-Bedrock

2009-12-12T21:06:00.000-08:00

For those who need a Barbie fix because I can care less about those goblins and lite brites. Enjoy!

Melonie Fiona-It kills Me

2009-12-12T18:09:00.000-08:00

This woman is so underrated I often wonder where's her publicist at. Do your job man/woman, I love this song and it doesn't even relate to one iota of my life.Hmmn guess I just recognize real talent.

Distorted Views

2009-12-12T16:30:00.001-08:00

So I wrote to my favorite blog site and her users post their comments. My point was to make people aware of why I felt the word should no longer be use. It turned into a religious views on why marriage should come first, why some people don't believe in marriage, children born out of wedlock issues, and others when my main purpose was to just make people stop using the word really! Do you know what I took out of the 280 comments my email received, that people just don't have reading comprehension like they use to. Everyone will always take no matter what you say out of context to suit their own needs. This is just a reminder why I don't care what people think and when you don't say something that people don't agree with, they are so ignorant in their defense that they are absurdly judgmental.But what can I say a hater is a hater, no shade.